I wake up every morning with the hope to find you by my side, smiling down at me. I still relish the warmth of your hugs. I still wish that I will find protection your embraces. My lips still smile when they remember your touches upon them. My love, have you not realized just how much I miss…
Dear maewnhum tee rak,
I just want you to know that I still love everything about you. I see your picture (that you holds the baby) and I can’t help but think, “wow, you’re beautiful and warmth.” You look stunning holding the baby in your arms. When I see your smile, I get happy. I love seeing your smile.
I know I messed up. I shouldn’t be so slutty. I just was so afraid about no one love . And because of my slutty, I did lose you — ironic, huh? I did the one thing I was trying to prevent myself and thinking too much.
Losing you is the worst thing that could have happened to me. I don’t know how to go through the day now. Everything is surrounded by you. I leave office thinking, “Oh, I can go see ! — wait, no I can’t.” My heart hurts when I would like to meet you and you turn away, and avoid my contact. My heart feels like it’s getting ripped out every time you walk by me like I don’t exist.
I remember everything you ever said to me. I remember all our kisses. I remember everything about our relationship, and I miss it. I miss YOU.
I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. You said we could fix it,(at my firstly mistake) then you told me you couldn’t do this anymore(at my 100th++ mistake),
I need you in my life. It doesn’t feel right without you.
I’ll always love you. I will always be here, in case you need me, waiting for you.